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You KNOW you have great potential, great strength, but how do you bring it all out?? Its by putting yourself through the ULTIMATE test of life, the Path of Islam. Designed by Allah (SWT) Himself, designed to help you overcome those low lusts & desires that have turned us all so weak & to give you a strength and confidence that you never had. You will be tested to the extreme limits and you will experience many pains & hardships, but in the end, the purpose of it all is to help you understand & construct yourself into the absolute BEST person you can be. Most of the world makes excuses not to take this path FULLY, simply because they are just too weak to handle it. Forget what the rest of the world thinks, question is, are YOU strong enough to put yourself through it and most importantly, stay patient and endure it until the end of your life!? Most people give up somewhere in between, what about you? You have nothing to prove to anyone but yourself and the One who Created you. He knows the intentions of the hearts & He sees clearly all that we do.

"Allah's object is to rejuvenate/purify those that are true in Faith & to deprive of blessing Those that resist Faith."

"Whoever desires the rewards of the world, We shall give it to him; and if any do desire a reward in the Hereafter, We shall give it to him. And swiftly shall We reward those that are thankful."
Quran 3:145

The solution is simple, you dont need to memorize the whole quran and all the hadiths. Most of the Muslims know what they have to do. It all starts by hitting those 5 prayers consistently, everyday. It might seem mission impossible but its really not, you just have to take it one day at a time. That is the foundation of it all and once you keep up with those, with the intentions of being respectful to Allah (SWT), He (SWT) will guide you and direct you every step of the way. He will transform you and everything about your life faster than you could ever imagine and at the end of this life, the whole world will get to see your graduation ceremony, in front of the Lord of the Worlds. Allah is The One who has the key to your inner strength. As salaam alaikoom wr wb.